you know what?
i'm just going to forget about today, everything.
today just sucked, it's one of the worst day of my life.
starting to think everything's back to bad state, square one.
i don't know if it's a misunderstanding or what, but i'm not going to think further, i've enough tears dripped.
mummy's not happy on my results.
honestly speaking, i'm not happy either, 14? suck to the extreme.
cried, again.
2 very very very bad things happened in a day, wow.
271009, i hate you big time.i guess i don't have the mood now.
i don't know, should i just sit down and cry?
guess everyone will be better off without me in the world.
if i die, mostly they'll cry for a while,
then parents won't need to pay for my expenses.
then sisters won't complain of me putting tissues around the house or hogging the computer.
then godparents won't need to get hurt from me.
then churchfriends won't need to hear my irritating voice.
then girlfriends will have their freedom at last.
then saxophone section will have one more extra alto saxophone & soft case.
then classmates won't need to stand my temper any longer.
then teachers won't need to scold me and get mad.
i think my sisters are the luckiest when i pass on, because they'll get to use my crumplers and eat my portion of food, and my pocket money will be given to them.
i don't have the plan to suicide, i just wonder will anyone be actually crying for me?
Baby,top.
ate chicken wings @ 3:14 PM
